♥ --Saturday, November 08, 2008
PeterAsclepiusChoy IS MINE<3 muahahaha ! :D
sweet talks are just lies .
lies which made someone fall in love .
lies which made a person go blind .
i didnt know that i was so irritating to the person i loved .
and i hate audition again .
throw me aside when you dont nid me .
the way u left me alone is worst than the way i felt you .
when ur angry, i have to take ur anger and ur bad mood .
im so sorry that i cannot take it anymore, im useless .
whats the point of me being strong when hurts are always there ?
i dont want to be strong because im not strong .
i dont wanna lie to myself that im strong anymore .
you left me alone again .
you refrained me from cutting, but it cant seem to work this way .
nothing heals the pain in me .
faking a smile doesnt work . i love to see blood .
i thought yesterday was just a nightmare and today was just a dream .
i cant stop lying .
i cannot take it anymore .
let me fly away and disappear in your dreams .
everything was my fault .
fault that i couldnt be strong enough .
fault that i couldnt understand you more .
fault that i couldnt control myself .
i must be so silly .
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