43 more days to my BIRTHDAY !

had english paper 2 and history paper today. haha. cannot even concentrate,
wrong mood for exam. damn. anyway its prelim. hope its not a fail :D
not right for having exams now :( JIAYOU MYSELF .

im missing you badly.
i dont know what can we do. i dont know what he had become.
i really love you. but why i hate you whenever you are angry with me.
when i look into my display picture in my phone, i felt angry and hatred.
after all these, i felt that i rely so much on you. that i cant live without you.
laughing and joking with buddies that we wanna break relationships with
boyfriends. but when it comes to real thing, i really wanna run away.
i kept telling myself that i dont want this relationship.
but my heart doesnt wanna give up. why do i need you so much ? because
i love you. i need you. i want you.
i dont want your money. i wont run away with whatever u gave me even
though i couldnt return the money u've spent on me. i'll give you my heart.
one sentence you said, hurt me super hard. i dont know why :( it hurts deeply.
im beginning to try talking so much, but shit came out from my mouth.
which always made you angry. sorry boy, i didnt mean it. i only want a smile.
im already openning my heart. you see ? but im scared now. more and more...

we msg like strangers who dont know each other. climb so high yet fall so
deeply underground. commiting suicide by jumping down the building.
im really so scared to face you. i dont know how to make u smile. i dont
know and cannot be ur perfect one. im always joking with the wrong statements.
i just really hope to make u laugh with me. thinking of those times when we
really laughed, were very very very little.

yes im sex-ist and i hate guys. guys are heartbreakers. im sorry.
because i've got fucking hurt, cheated and blamed for once, and guys are who i hated.
BABY, I LOVE YOU . DONT BE COLD TO ME. FORGIVE ME. WO BU SHI GU YI DE.... :'(
baby im not blaming you :(

i still fucking hate that bastard. pray he fucking have no girlfriend and fucking go
out let ppl whack. i hate that bitch too. fucking slut with small tits acting cute like
what the asshole she is. made my boyfriend have this phobia which i have to cure.
hate that bitch most ! hai me and hai my boy. i want u to pay double, slut ! SLUT !
fuck playgirl, fuck playboy. hope they die together hand in hand, fucking each other.
fucked up ! they made me hate guys ! its not my fault ! fuck that retarted couple.

smiling is a joke in life. :]
monkey, will you wake up and talk to me one day ? please console me baby.
monkey please talk to me .

XIANG-XIANG :D
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