yesterday 25th july. went to 85 market with dear and met rachel baobei,
her boyfriend and javier. saw xiumin and those butch friends. so handsome.
haha. even rachel baobei also say that they are handsome.. lols. then i told
dear.. then he ask me to stead with them. we ate stingray, veg and omelette.
nice (: yummy(:
but didnt know what to talk to them. cuz like very long never talk le. baobei
is still so caring as ever. i love you baobei ! u understand me the most :( i love you..
sorry dear bout yesterday, quarreled bcuz of me.. stupid dumb mouth. if i nvr
talk jiu nothing happen alrdy. dont know why i got this so dumb brain in this
stupid me. so fucking irritating. baby, please be patient towards me :( i love you..
sorry le. ytd is a good day but i ruined it.

hope today wont rain ! i wanna go swimming with dear :(
i like cold and warm water. but dear like warm water only :( then i anyhow tink..
sigh.. stupid mind. still ask myself why we like different stuffs. :( sun sun sun, please
dont stop shinning to us. i wanna swim today. i love you sun. sorry baby, i'll try not
to think so much. i hope u too. i love you.

miss dear.
miss rachel baobei. thanks baobei (:




haha. just quarreled with dear in audi. sorry baby. im too unreasonable.
i just wanted to tell you how much i hated quarrels, and we really began quarreling.
i want to open my heart, but im too afraid if i do, u'll stab me. halfway opening, u
cut my skin. sorry baby. give me time. i'll change for the better. i'll be the perfect
girlfriend for you, like how other girls treat their boyfriends. i'll be like them.
i wont condemn our relationship anymore. i must change for the better. i'll change.
because of me . . .


i wanna cut myself.
i wanna suffer. i need outer pain to get rid of the inner pain !
help me, save me. its painful in here.

thanks rachel baobei for listening to my unhappiness. thanks alot. i love you.

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