wednesday, 28/o5/o8.
went to mac with jiaen and twinneh singhong. jiaen had her last lunch
at mac before going off to malaysia. after eating, we went to play bball
at petal garden, then we went to her house to have a drink and blew
some cool air. air con shiok leh ! how i wish i have air con too ;D then
at 7, we went back home. just sent her a takecare message before 9.
yeah (;

then i called dear after playing the cabal game. so sad :( the game just
went against me. wasting so much money; game money, on crafting
items and failing craft :( idiotic.
while talking to dear, i told him that annchen tagged my blog to do some
survey thingy and all. then i told him that i tagged his blog, where.. bside
my name, there's this heart sign. its all mistake. i used to tag 1 girl with
the heart sign.. but her's is the same tagboard as his, then accidentally
appear the same name. :( dear was angry. i dont know how to console him.
its all my fault. i just dont want him to misunderstand when he came out
of ns..and see that.. i've cried this week again. ruined every week. looking
forward to the week which i dont need to cry. dear want me to stop tagging
annchen. he dont want his past to repeat itself again, like what val and eric
did. sorry dear, i wont be like val. just dont stop me from contacting my friends.
i've lost enough friends. no more contact with 137 people. now.. im not gonna
lose any more friends. ex is ex.. all i want now is you. :( i know what i cannot
do, baby. trust me . nobody will misunderstand, he have deleted the tag :'(
u are the sun, i am the stem, yea? this is what you told me. sun, provide the
stem with sunlight, so the stem can be happy and grow. but the sun will close
up when it cannot provide anymore sunlight. baby, the sun will never close.
it dont shine me when its at night, so, i'll just wait for the sun to shine me again
in the morning. like how im going to wait till your phobia is gone. and im not
going to make what u think, come true. sun wont close up (: im not going to let
you close up. u are going to shine me forever. i'll prove, and wait.
sorry. i love you . :'(

just had a dream last night. the scene where, i was with dear. then i think, we
quarreled. then he keep shooting at me. and when i cant take it anymore, i just
ran away from him .. :( is it a nightmare or just a stupid dream ? just hope it
wouldnt be true .

i guess that im going for POP(: . zoo trip might be postponed :(

help dear train cabal liao (:
NO hack, SO hard !
:(
bored the whole day ... yawns !

miss dear ..sorry.
10.30AM

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