monday, 7/4/2oo8.
when to class and saw cheston bird. 1st sentence he said "hey! i've got
good food to share!" he show me this.

tis packet of worm. i was like "LOL" good food ?? O.O scary.

AND THIS !
our second history notes from that HOD MDM NURMAH.
cool uh? u know how much and how long i wanted notes? and this is
my second notes. *CLAPS!*

then classmates began to throw fried oily worms !

this is how a squashed headless worm look like. wow :D
poor ting ya? T.T sorry.

ate noodles during recess. isnt this plate looks cute ?
ended the monday..

tuesday , 8th.
it was a nightmare during the night. :( many things happened which i did
not expect. sigh. so disappointed with everything. everything happened
because of a game again. trained dear's account in cabal after a patch from 4,
till 7+. then someone in the guild bought me a blade weapon. i switched into
my account to receive the item. dear asked me what am i doing at that time.
i told him that i changed to my account to get something from some1 for free.
then just told him that his character, hard to level. then we went like quarreling?
i called him, he kept asking me about the person who gave the item. that person
was from our guild. he saw good item in shop and bought for those who wanted
it. im not the only 1 who wanted it. dear went jealous. and not really that happy
when i dint really trained his character cuz i said his character hard to level.
he said i bo xim T.T so hurt.
cried non stop. i really dont know what can i do at that moment. really wanna
cut myself. but before i did, he warned me not to. then i didnt. :( i was so sad
and angry. really wanna shut my mind. we've already said, no more quarreling
over a game anymore ! we promised each other on saturday the5th. but...... :'(
we ended up quarreling. he asked if wanna quit guild anot. i was like.. why ?
getting free stuffs from some1 we dont know, we can like eat those ppl. then he's
angry. told him before, game is game, i can talk in game but i will never let them
know who am i in real life. they only know my character but not me !
:( felt so bad. as though he dont trust me playing any game. well, i guess dat im
qquiting cabal soon. sigh.
do you know how much i was hurt by that "bo xim"? im a evil person. i suck.
i wished for a *good luck* from you, but i didnt receive it. and yet we quarreled.
im just waiting for the night where we can spend time talking, i dont wanna spend
time crying, baby. im just so sad.
everything is so wasted.
im so tired.
i wanna talk to you, i wanna see you, and not wanting spend my time on solving
problems.

wednesday, 9/4.
today's lesson is so boring. so hard to make myself smile. after talking to
friends, i felt so ok. no mood to study. brain so dead. no life no mood no nothing.
saw singhong twinny and her zhijie met after school in the canteen. like so sweet.
how i wish i can be with dear like this. sigh. but sadly, we are seldom like this.
ate so much for lunch. spent $4.60 today. SIGH. wasted my money. i guess im
going on diet tmr liao. :( then got oral after lunch. the teacher testing us was
miss lim ! so surprised. when it reached my turn, i talked like so idiot. =.= !!
kept repeating words. omg. dont know why am i so gong today. maybe too
nervous, even thou i some how know her.
conversation;
tcher: do u think that vitamins make our immune system stronger?
me: ya. [paused]...
tcher: would u prefer eating fresh vegetables and fresh fruits to vitamins?
me: i would prefer fresh vegetables and fresh fruits, because they are fresh.
O.O tio stun !! dont understand what i said. T________T
lols. hope i passed uh.

sigh, hope that i can see him today.
getting nuts and madness .
i cant stop thinking. :(
waiting for you, your call, your messages.
you know how long i wanna last long with you; forever.
im trying not to be mad at anything, not voicing out anything.
because i just want it your way. make it your way.
giving in to you.
we hardly meet, yet when we meet, we quarrel.
i really do miss you.
will you come to me and make me smile ?
i really do love you.
will you take me away from this sadness ?
im so sad. i need you now by my side.
im missing you real badly .

life is full of sadness.

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