♥ --Saturday, October 13, 2007
PeterAsclepiusChoy IS MINE<3 muahahaha ! :D
why am i always doing things wrongly? why am i so damn stupid?
i shouldnt be so friendly! i should have put myself in his shoes!
i should have be super aware of what to do and what not to do.
what am i suppose to do? what am i suppose to say?
we'll have future, if only i stop doing things which are wrong. if only i
wouldnt be so friendly anymore. if only i care about ur feelings more.
nothing can replace u frm my heart. friends are forever friends.
close friends or not close friends are still friends. i dont have love feelings
for them. only friendship. there's no one to talk to only dear and rachel.
no one cares about me except dear, rachel, jiaen, hazel, gs and jinhui.
but i cant guarantee that they cared for me. im such a useless person.
in the middle of nowhere. stucked, where to go? how to move out of it?
teach me.
boy, guide me, i love you.
sigh................. why why why why why why?
why cant i make u secure. u are too good for me. im speechless.
boy, i miss you & i love you.
trust me that i do.
sigh. can i stab my heart? stop it from beating so hardly, its painful.
heart, can u stop beating for awhile? i need sometime to rest.
fullstop.
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