a change of blogskin is needed. hope this looks fine.
i've just noticed that my past posts were too many!!
today agreed with bird not to talk to each other.
without talking to others i go bonkers. i tend to think
too much after that.boredness makes me mad.not talking
makes me think nonsenses.thinking that why im so useless.
why every friends found their loves. but not me. seeing bird,
singhong so happy. singhong even drew zhijie's portrait on a
piece of paper. how sweet is it? bird keep mentioning bout yanyi.
about 9months being together but they arent bored. how good
is it? i had the chance but i didnt cherish that chance. and i let
it go.now it is gone, i cant even get it back again. im too stupid.
i thought bout why singhong is so popular among everyone, in the
class. yet im not. she gets to talk and laugh with everyone. me?
labelled as noisiest, irritating? is it so? sighs. i just kept quiet
for 1 period, just 30minutes and i could be mad. why why why.
why cant i be like her? everyday's life was so boring.
why everything seem so impossible to me? why cant i think it
positively?haiz... so empty in the heart so empty in the brain.
im not worth anything. im sorry mom, dad, bro, aunts, uncles.
i've wasted every single cent spent on me. im not worth anything.
have i ever find whats meaningful and give my best shot?

days goes by, on and on. have i find something meaningful or
something i should work for? did i ever regret? sighs. i dont
know whether i regreted taking poa or not. its shit hell. i dont
understand the topics now. i was psycho by my bro and parents
in the beginning when i wanna choose course. they said, see?
lily(my cousin) earns thousands of dollars after being a bank
accountant. then i keep thinking, should i really give up on art?
just drawing for fun? and i choose poa and hist after that. boring.
thats so shit. unless i be a top poa student then i have great future!
now im nothing! regret.. dont feel like studying poa man. hell.

sian sian sian, life is so boring.....i wanna be real happy not smiling
for the sake of smiling man. thats so shit.cant i just find something
fun again?
i wanna learn stunts on bikes! shit im so interested but i cant.. :(
wanna try bunnyhop and handleflip. wahaha. cant hop the back
wheel. -_-''' wheelie needs brake to control, man! i have no brakes!
thats so tooooo bad.

11.06pm

XIANG-XIANG :D
sweet 16 .
attached and unavailable .
PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:


LEAVE
if you don't like what you see.

♥couple wallet .
♥eat bens & jerry !
♥eat sakae !
♥a white handbag.
♥a new schoolbag.
♥new black shorts.
♥dress.
♥DOG !
♥couple tee .
♥last long with boy .
♥cut down quarrels !
♥to be as fit as DEAR ! =X
♥sit on motorbike !
♥LOTS of presents !
♥eat swensens !
♥green shorts.
♥more clothes :D
♥more monkey TEES :P
♥more happiness :D
♥more $$$ .
♥PASS ALL my exams !
♥all BITCHES to DIE !

♥♥memorable sweet16's birthday !
♥♥go out with RACHEL JIE !
♥♥go zoo with boy !
♥♥go jurong swim with boy !
♥♥go for section outing !

♥DEAR <33.
♥RACHEL DEAR.
♥amandis^^.
♥barbara^^.
♥cookiie mei.
♥bnss band.
♥trumpet sect.
♥angella.
♥AnnChen.
♥Aaron.
♥aileen.rgt.
♥charles kor.rgt.
♥Casslyn.BNSS.
♥chen2.
♥Cindy.
♥coza. [shealy]
♥CaiYu.
♥daziree.rgt.trpt.
♥Ethel.
♥fauzi.
♥GraceChew.
♥grace. graduated~
♥ hazelMOM.
♥idhamBEAR.
♥jiaenDIDI.
♥Javier.
♥Jerrick.
♥JinHuiGAY.
♥JunHao.rgt.
♥Kianean.
♥Khairul[sax].
♥Kenneth[ftp-trmpt].
♥KarrieNgai.
♥Kendra.
♥Liyi.
♥PamelaYeo.
♥PaulineSee.
♥Rafe.
♥SingHong.TWIN.
♥SongEn.
♥LimSiHui.(;
♥Shane.
♥Serene[ftp-saxo].(;
♥ShiMin.hs.(:
♥ShaoMing.hs.DIMPLES
♥Syafinah.
♥Shariffah.
♥SoonHao.
♥ThaiJin[ftp-tenorsax].
♥TingWei.
♥TingChun.
♥UlrikaSee.
♥Vincent.
♥WeiQi.
♥WeiSan.
♥WenTing[ftp].
♥yinjieBAOBEI-SENIOR.
♥yonglin.
♥yubing.CHAOTA.

♥PeterAsclepiusChoy; BoyF.
♥RachelKoh; Baobei.
♥SingHongKoh; Twinneh.
♥JiaEnSeow; Didi.
♥GuanShenTan; Brother.