thursday is today.
life goes on and on everyday..i seemed to forget what happened
the day before. im a failure, fail and fail and fail. how can i succeed?
when can i succeed? im so suck at studies..sigh..saw class position
and how many subjects passed or failed. sighs.. out of 6 subjects
i failed 5..only passed humanities. why?.. got back eng test.. 13/30
just 2 marks to pass. JUST TWO MARKS! why can i even get that
fucking 2 marks?!?! always fail by 2 to 4 marks.. FUCK! then maths
always do test, thinking that i might pass. i did all questions.. but
when received the marks, i failed fucking badly.. what the hell was
that supposed to be?chinese i have no comments..i cant even read
those words.. im such a failure..cant even study cant even love.
what else am i good at? fucker.

im really tired. tired more than enough..ive failed more than enough.
i had enough. hoping that when i close my eyes i would forget about
failing and falling.fucking things and fuckers arounds.
FAIL AND FAIL AND FAIL. FOREVER FAILING. PURE FAILURE.
fallen into a deep endless pit.

tomorrow camp already. boring cant bring handphone.. boring.....
haven memorise score.shits!dunnoe the camp fun nots.. boring.....
hoho! shimin's birthday is on the 10th! and heard frm regent that
we gonna have exchange on the 12th. dont know. :)
hoping that the camp is fun. and hope that section BONDS.

had PE today. i try to climb the big big wall in school..the fitness
area? where theres monkey bar thing..then i can get up that tall
wall! which yangbin jinwei and bird could! i try and try but in the
end cant.. elbow skin was red, while trying it scratched against the
wall. haha. then play with the rope, swing then i fall. PAISEHS..
than keep laughing. tcher saw everything i did..then i stand on
the two bars quite high than walk and jump.. mr ganesen[dont
know how to spell] he says im kinda rude girl .. -_-'''.. he says
very hard to find girls like me. i think, what the.... haha.. but he's
nice and funny anyway.

its gonna be holiday for next week. had lessons thou.. anyways..
gotta MISS BIRDY! dodo cheston.. thanks for bringing the smiles
in me during lesson times. he keep ssaying and keep telling me
to study. he said we have failed enough already.. but he told me
he didnt take the POA test just now. why? sad for bird.. wasted!

i hate people to act good infront! FUCKER YOU! get out of my sight!
if dont want just say dont want..stop making and planning stupid
stories to bluff!

10.23PM

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