jenny koko called me from holland once she received my
email..keep asking why am i like that and tell me to study
hard and stop thinking negatively.. she says she love me..
im so touched..she asked me to take cod liver oil, which
peter said so too..she says its kinda good hur.i miss her so
much..have to wait for next year to see her again.. :( miss
her so much..remembered she said she wanna bring me to
holland when i was small but i didnt wan to go.. haha imagine
if i go there.. i'll be staying there? but no matter what this
is still my home, yes and i miss her too!
argh! why am i thinking so much??

haiz is life really so boring? she keep saying its not the end
yet.. but how am i going to enjoy life huh? i dont think i have
any future la.. slacking here and there.. so sucks.. haiz...
haha i asked jiaen, i look emo meh? she say ya..sometimes
i eat i stare at somewhere and give sad face. and say when i
smile some fake. hmmm, maybe im just sad lar just trying to
smile anyway. thanks friends. thanks jiaen and pauline, cycled
with them today. but its never as fun as cycling with them,
bikers. but all are my friends, not much different. thanks lots.

carissa, sec1 girl my friend plus junior yup, know her from
ben. she's kinda nice yeahs..she messaged me.. then we
kinda chat.. she send me this msg "btw,yr trumpet juniors
horr.they can play very good.maybe can go main band liaos.
miss loh ask them who teach them de.they say all the trumpet
seniors.u know what?without yr name.denn miss loh look at
them and ask xiangxiang lehs? u shld know the answer"
am i really so failure?sigh.i hardly had the chance to hear
them play. i dont know what to say.im just so useless thats all.
im just not fit to be anyone.thanks for that msg anyway..
maybe im losing lots of things right now, my smile. haha not
anymore of asl hur? normal band member makes it right.

behind every sadness there is a story.

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