♥ --Thursday, February 08, 2007
PeterAsclepiusChoy IS MINE<3 muahahaha ! :D
u make me kno what love is. u make me happy, make me
sad. make me laugh, make me cry. what u wanna make me
from now till the end? u keep saying that nobody cares for
u. i wanna care for u! but what happen in the end? it ended
being stopped. within a few days my feelings for u turned cold.
what i see and hear,hurts me in the heart. feel like taking a
knife stabbing my heart and stop living. but why am i so stupid?!
alot asked me to give up. i tried real hard. but in the end it came
back plus even deeper feeling..it totally suck. feeling that i wanna
stab myself even harder than ever. i wanna be strong. really veh
strong! i will nvr cry infront of others. i dont want others to feel
bad for me. cried all alone in a dark dream of mine.sigh..
everything, every scene seems to be right infront of me. where
i saw the fact of u being with her. the feeling isnt great at all..in
fact it makes me confused..sigh.how i wish i nvr start everyting
in the beginning. the christmas thing. how i wish she nvr ask him
to take care of me. it all started with this.
weiming keep asking me the same question. sigh..i wont be with
a guy who i dont even have the feeling. really i wont..i dont wanna
hurt anyone. either to hurt u now or hurt u in the future?i wld
choose now. if its in the future, its gonna be even hurt than beginning.
which i hated. hate to hurt someone. i've hurt someone enough in
the past. dont wanna repeat the same mistake again. stop saying u
wanna die! STOP IT! im bursting!! just bcos of failing u wanna die?
what the fuck is it? are u a MAN?
im bursting soon.wanna cry. wanna fly away with my dreams.
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