today is valentines. wishing for someone to ask me out.
but miracle doesnt happen.. guess its time for me to stay
at home. being all alone. hazel asked me whether wanna
go bugis or not at 6 plus but i dont want. seems that she's
with shaoming and yiqian bahs. i dont think she wanna
leave them. i choose not to go. told my maid that im not
going out le, she said good stay at home. sighs. nobody
understands me what i want isnt just to stay at home...
i wanna go out. its valentines! but its a sad sad story.

i wanna be the old me who laughs whenever i want to.
play whenever i wanna play.i dont wanna be the sad sad
me. wished that 137 could be the same again, wished that
they wont forget anyone. sighs.

my dad came back in the afternoon telling me and my
auntie(maid) that he saw one boy my school de, kenna
bullied..guys take money from him.then he finished telling
then walked away. then come back again tell me that nobody
can threaten me,if anyone threaten me tell him. sigh.
i think my parents dont know how to show love.and i dont
know how to appreciate their thoughts. im sorry and thanks
for caring. mom always say im their daughter she dont want
me to hurt myself anymore. but why am i still hurting myself?
my parents care for me. why am i like that? im so stupid. real
stupid enough to do stupid things. argh! hope everything would
be the past, looking forward for the future. thanks .

nothing else to blog.
my heart and my life is empty.just wishing that no one
forgets me.hoping that my family understands more for what i
wanna do, like free from everything.

XIANG-XIANG :D
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