yesterday-
school's life getting difficult..kenna wrote profile 3 times per
day...call parents 3 time. kelians.hmmmm........get caught by
tan ailing ytd in the morning at the quadrangle..she brought
me to mrs kong(vp) then talk talk then ask me seat at a side..
then call mr jhee..then veh jialat.. kenna hmmm earstick,lip
piercing,messy hair,tinted hair,long fingernails and socks probs.
argh..was sent to the office..cut fingernail..then mrs kong called
up my father..then wrote profile..wah she write the profile super
long..bout one third of the paper.....but she's not bad lar so-so...
then go back to class..mr jhee act like nth... then.......................
next...stayed back for maths that idiot foo..FOO!!.. wanna kick
her in the ass man..called my mom plus write profile again.say
3 late works.. wth..so suey..then i saw one previous profile wrote
by mr jhee..i read..then mentioned that he called my mom....
so 2 calls for mom..1 call for dad.. haii realy damn suey..

then put instrument then go mac with yangbin to eat..then saw
cheston and jingxiang..then 4 go together.. lalala...then eat le
den walk walk walk lor. saw andy..he's not schooling le.. he's
selling dont know what pen thing to earn money..i dont know
what to say bout him.. he isnt like this de! argh. but i also cant
do anything. yeah i admit that he's tall!
reached home after band.
maid say me blablabla..then i here in there out..then dad say me..
then later mom say me again..argh. i dont know what i want..i
also dont know what they want. is like, they want me to stay at
home, ya! i stayed at home..didnt go down slack..didnt meet 137
ppl up already.. now what else they want? take it or leave it?
they dont realise how bored i am at home..wanna make things
perfect for me? or i make things perfect for all of u?

went to sch with angella and annchen today.. pinned up my fringe.
then quadrangle veh paiseh then took it out..lucky nth happen..
then mr jhee checked my piercings then ask me to make things
easy for him..then i nod my head then he walked away..so sian.....
had PE lucky no running around the school.. played softball........
then maths.. see the foo again..i really damn hate her.. feel like
strangling her..grrr......
i think im failing everything.. chinese, gone case my chi sucks....
maths, do the paper think can pass when get result can faint....
english, forever borderline never get the passing mark....poa,
cannot do, only copy then can pass....chem, physics, no need to
mention, confirm fail....still got what subject ar? hmmm only
interested in history, why ar?? hmmm.............i feel i veh hack
care liao leh.. i hack care band..i hack care what parents say..
should i continue going for band? really find lost of interest..
everything makes me dont wanna go back..all and everything!
maid and bro keep asking me to dye black my hair.. i really
dont want! i like this colour.. really dont want.. :(

after getting complaints frm bro and maid bout dye..i hurry go
down to petal there meet jiaen to play basketball..then dodo
cheston called.. he's so diao........nvm..then play play play then
go home..then parents seem to talk to me.. but i dont feel like
talking to them.. feel that there isnt anything to talk bout.. im
still angry.. why? cos bout they dont want me to go out and
stuffs.....really making me break the promise..really feel like
being bad again. either u take it or u leave it. promised yonglin
to go for practise tmr..sigh, i dont know what i want.. feel like
not playing instrument ever again..but i dont know why. but i
have to go..

i've decided. yay i'll be myself..i laugh when ever i want to..
im not gonna cry anymore!! i've thrown that bloody penknife
away! it cant cut me anymore, im not gonna hurt myself anymore!
im not gonna be as stupid as ever anymore! im not going to
see them anymore!.. i wanna laugh with jiaen,grace,singhong,
pauline,yinjie,hazel and plus plus cheston dodo. :) im myself.
i'll laugh with the whole world!! i'll smile. i'll nvr cry, nvr hurt.

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