happy 8 months!! xiang2 and singhong! <3>

yesterday night..fever like hell..so hot..like
im burning in big fire..i feel so hot..i cant see light..
except the light from the window..its hot plus cold.
hot in my body..cold in the outside..shivering like
hell..very dark..took temperature..but lazzy to check.
then ask myself am i going to die?lols..lame la..
one time got choke by big cube of ice..cant breathe..
now sick till like that..haha..problematic life...
then went to sleep..then morning see the temp i took..
wow..40.27 degree.. so high man.. shocked..boohoo!!

went to school in the morning..nearly late for school..
6.20 then i leave the house!! 6.25 then ring..i ran to
school..luckily i stay damn near..haha..saved my time..
so lucky..i run like marathon..reach class sweat like hell..
haha saw singhong in time! haha so cool..she took the
front door i took the back door..went in the same time..
haha..wees! then sat with her in class lor..haha..
mother tongue lesson continue with the show..wah..
tears dripped again..grrr..second show..second time..
lessons are like that lor..

went home..didnt go for band..felt headache..then
hurry went home..yinjie ask me to go..i dont want..
lucky i didnt go..cos high fever again in the aftnn..
eat panadol then sleep..then recover then i go down
buy food..dont know leh..i dont want band..sigh..
how am i gonna live on like this? im gonna die soon..
its so boring..i dont wanna take responsibilities..its
too boring..i'll nvr know what i want..u'll nvr give what
i want..so boring..feel like closing my eye and walk....

sigh..dear..im sorry..i dont know how to face you..
i dont know how to talk to you..i feel super guilthy at
times..because i've let you down..im not angry because
you didnt reply me or call me back..im not angry at all..
just dont know how to explain things and stuffs..
i dont want you to because of me then you sad..

10.17pm

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