many many things happen..ummms..
i dont really have the mood now..im so confused.
that really suck alot..cant find the right person to
tell about my feelings..bcos i choose to trust myself..
hope dad wont scold me when he know i went to
pierce..cant you all just believe me? i am not ah lian..
i am not gangster..everytime and forever all didnt
trust me..whats the point of getting close to all of you
when you just dont even believe your daughter..
not say pierce means ah lian..then all the indians all
ah lian la..even the nose also got pierce..even more
worse than me!..what the hell..dont believe me dont
believe me lor..as long as i trust in myself..
:(

i feel very hurt this few days or rather sad..
i dont know why...some how distance from other people
is getting further and further..not hazel..some one else..
becos of sumone or something else..sigh..none know
what is that..only one person know..sigh i feel very very
sad..i really dont know what and how..i am an outsider..
so what for i go so near?..i rather stay away..then to
be called as an extra.. i dont wanna be a kpo person..
wanna talk go ahead why call me? i thought u all forget
me le neh..

dont ever try to force me..dont ever try to change me..
if u want u better fuck off my life..dont wanna see u ever
again..thats all my problems..lalala..
i have a strange feeling nowadays..sigh..

just feel that i should say sorry and sorry and sorry..
maybe i just suck..im not fit for anyone to care..
bcos..none really cares too..sighhs..im just nononobody..
i suck suck suck alot..dont care about me..just let me rot..
am i still thinking of someone? someone who i've missed.
someone who i've lost..mayb or mayb not..shut up..
or im just thinking too much..sigh..

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