todays ndp tingy so sucky..haiz..let the seniors down again again again.
readd the trumpet's blog.bettina say maybe we are lack of players.
haiz. what to do? cannot do anything.everyone has their own limits of
loudness..no matter how we play..there are so many other instruments..
hardly hear us..i wanna play loud but whenever i do.lips wld hurt..
dats natural la.. plus marches damn so tiring.haiz..cant pitched high notes
in the early morning. AHHH!!
readd the tagboard..valerie apologised.but i dont mind anything.
plus..oso not her fault.. its ours..we we we we we our fault..
not anyone the section..me them all ours..
whats over is over..an alumni said that we deserve it..its ok..
but i felt kindof hurt la..cos its like so sad..some ppl look in the outside
but dont look in the inside..i really had nothing to say..
whatever they wanna think about us..I DID PRACTISE!
so what if none believes..so?prove to them? will..but u think i dare?
i want to..but my heart says no..im afraid to play..
the problem lies in me..im ready.but when heart pumps hard..i cant play..
me me me.. y lidat???practise lyk nvr practise..ppl wld say we didnt..
forget it..

miss the last two day..slacking with rachel..she brought me in my bike
to 7eleven..she was crossing all the roads without following the trafic
lights..cycled zic zac on the road..so scary..but dat was so so so fun..
now then i noticed that eric was with valerie(jie) woosh.haha.
sweet ehhs?. missed those days in 137.
im getting nearer to the past..wished to talk to daddy wen you..
i dont think he remembers me. haha..its such a long time i missed
going down.. recovering my memories!!haha..i miss so many ppl.

missed rachel,shaoming,singhong,friends around me,PLUS charles!!
dunno when can see charles again..ummm..nvm..
maybe im not deserved to miss him..im not good enuf.nvm..

haiz..dont feel like doing anything now..just wanna rest now till forever.
no one cares much..so whats the difference?. polluted mind..
haiz..everyday thinking of when mr lim is coming back..
junhao asked what if mr lim leaves would i quit?..
i dont know cos i really really dont know..if he really goes..
whats the point of staying?they dont need me..
maybe im influenced by what some others say..
can i smile???haiz..smile la..stupid..

a blog. why blog? blog because..
its my memories..wanna say what fucking things happened on
this day..whatever i wanna shout..dont u ever stop me from
blogging. blogging is my business not urs..so? shut up.

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