today C girls fighting against dunno wadd schh ar..just hope dat
dey win..haha..LATEST!.they won..lol.......

haiiz..today was a sad sadd dayy..
oh ya..hazel took backk her card plus grace took bakk herr hp..
double happiness..lols..didnt really eat for lunch..went hme to gobble my dinner.
today's band was so sucky..haiiz..starting went to band ii felt so guilty..
bud in the end..not anymore..cos ii dun wanna care..haiiz..so forget it..
r u calling me a snob ytd? so?..wadeva...so lame..NA is no stupid den express..
mr lim walked off in combine..haiiz....................
yes!! i really shut my mouth during band pract today...i dun care..........
i begin to love my juniors bud began to dislike her more..
i dun wanna use HATE..cos its so hurting..so? wadeva..
ppl just sayiing smt which i just hope it wld change for the better..
bud the ending sucks so so so much..unwilling yea?..so?..wadeva..
ii dun care..ummmm..
welzin is using a cornet..the others r using trumpet..ITS SO UNFAIR!!
although he didnt say anyting..i still feel its so unfair to him..how can tis happen?
ai yo!!!..headache ar...tmr shall find for a trumpet..hope ther's one..wish wish wish..
ummms..
[[as a senior we have to make sure dat if our junior dont know sumting..,we shld
teach them n make dem understand..STAND THER??NO USE!!]]dats
smt happened today which ii dun wanna mention so much about it..
bud ii just feel dat if we dont know whether junior knows sumting anot..
we shld open our mouth n ask..dats all ii wanna say. (happen in history rm)
forget it..
even yong lin cant help...he ask me to dun care her..omg!!
cannot!! she's sumone in the section too!! so bad..he cant help..
i dun wanna tok to him liao..hhe looks so busy..nvm..

ii admire other sections..lyk eupho..hazel n jannah not real close..
in fact sumtyms dun really lyk each other..bud at leastt jannah
teachhed her taught her den she noes her stuffs..saxophone?
so gud section..idham noes n khairul take dem often..
me?? haiiz..not really complaint la..just feel very sad..very left out..
when ii dunno sum parts..hanis also dunno..haiiz..
i oso so useless..ii shld find out by counting..bud ii cant really count..
at least ii tot she wld noe the rythym..bud she dunno i dunno..
all die..haiiz..i dunno leh..now ii start to hate playing 1st.....
pitch here n ther..so sian..haiiz..only got melody lor..bud all sooooo
high..feel lyk dying man..lyfe so suck!!
ii cant forgive myself bcos of him..its all bcos of me..everyting bcos me
denn wld bcum lidat..if im not around..tis wun happen..
y m i around??????????????????

shaoming oso kinda got same problem wif me..aii yoyo..
section no.1.., relationship no.2..
ai yo!!same..number 2..haiiz..ii feel so bad!!!!im so suck..
number 1..im extremely suck in playing..i got practisse..im scared to play..
CONFIDENCE WHER R YOU??..wher can i find u? wen can u come to me?
i really really dunno wad to ddo..ytd chatt wif anchun on msn..
talk here n ther he say i no confidence..he cant help..ya!! nobody can help..
only ii can help myself..bud ii dunno how..haiiz..y m i like dat??
i hate myself wen its lyk tis..STAND up!!!!go for it.. :(

ii begin to feel a CCA in basketball sounds so fun..and energetic..get to know
more ppl around..its a very long tym wen i last touched a basketball...
wanna shoot it again..hoping the day wld come fast..singhong's busy with
her tournaments now..cant ask her go play now..haiiz..nvm.... :)

eugenia askedd me justt now y ii breakk with annchen..i told her dat ii
dun wanna say..ii asked her how she noe..she told me she readd his blog..
denn..she askked me..den u have no feelings for him?cos he looks so pity..
ii told her..if u tink ii have no feelings den ii have nth to say..
haiiz..3 mnths pastt..go go go..haiiz..wadd cann iie ddo??
y is everyyone askiing about me n hiim??..
m iie really so heartless or wadd?..ii dun wann hiim to b trapped by me..
ii wanna let hiim free..pls stop waiiting..ii really dunno wadd to ddo..
ii dun wanna c uu sadd..ppl pls stop askiing about me nnn hiim ler..
iie feel so hurt..haiiz..im sorry..im useless.. :(

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