♥ --Tuesday, June 13, 2006
PeterAsclepiusChoy IS MINE<3 muahahaha ! :D
todayy went for bannd.haiiz dunno lehhx.iim so useless..playy oso dunno how to count..dun even noe how to teach juniors..denn kind n ii played 3rd...lol..den hanis n pauline playing 1st.bud ii dun lyk playing 3rd..ii was meaning dat ii play 3rd to help sec1..denn.......haiiz nvm..stick to it..sigh..den sec1s dunno dunno de..denn..sigh..hope dey can really improve..section is really damn so slackky..haiiz..iie oso cant do anyting..how ii wish wen we were doing formation the sec1s was there looking..so dat dey understand the meaning of everyting..denn dey understand the seniors too..bud everyting turned out to b..nvm....forget iit..denn went to tech view..enjoyed wiif dem..awww iie miss "mother"ridzuan..aww he's so gud..haha keep laufing at his hair..so lyk mop..lolx..he's so funny plus sexy..lolx..he's the only one who took care of me in camp..the others dun care..ii siit ther lonely he cum tok to me..giib me eat..iim so happy to have him as my mother..haha..so cool..at least theres sumone out there who cares..phewss...........ummms..dunno lehhx..den went hme together wiif idham teddyyyyy farith khairul n grace..mom went hme early...dottts...haha hero kampong..denn iie tinked bout hiim..haiiz..all my fault..y did iie do dat iin the first place..u dun even understand me at all..n u will nvr understand me!.wad the hell..stop the childish tinking..u wanna b sad cos u wan ppl to care for u...dun u understand..its all my fault..blame me..iim tired last 2 days..saw my frens waited for me..went to eat..den iim happy..lidat oso got wrong ar??WAD THE FUCK IS TIS??den wad u wan me to ddo?bcos of u everyday sad??.tis is all bullshit tinking..iif ii were u..ii would wan the gal to b happy denn uu wan me to b sad lyk u?iim sure u were happy wen u r wif ur frens.even ur meiis..stop it will u..all the 3 days frm 7 june..ddo u noe datt iim sad?do u noe anyting?do u understand anyting??u dun n u wanna sayy iie dun care bout u??how u noe iim happy those dayys..do u c me??iim having camp..ddo u tink iim happy..fuck sia..everyting oso me me me me me me..k wadever..iie noe dat u r sad..iive said sry..ii dunno how to face u..iie noe dat u r sad..bud cant u spare me sum thoughts?ddo u understand dat iim hiding away frm u?ii dun wan u to get hurt anymore..u dun understand anyting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dats y iie dun wanna c u anymore..den wadd now?my mom leh she oso so irritating can??!!!!!!
fuck u!!!!u oso dun understand me at all..ii just wan some love
frm u..just sum simple love frm u..cant u give me some??
u dun love me den its alright..u tink iim using comp cos wad?
u scared ppl cheat me..its alright ii understand..bud ii told u
100 1000000 tyms over n over again..its not mirc its msn..chat wif
the person u noe..its all my frens my seniors..which word u dun
understand??iim sick n tired of tis already can?..
spare me some love..ii dun wanna get scoldings..just some love..
my dad??dat one gone case..no way he's gonna give me love..
no love no support no nth..he tinks iim stupid..nvmm..
mom..she dont even noe wads the camp for..she just noe dat its
some wasting money camp..she dun even noe iim performing..
u noe how ii hope my mom is there watching over me wen iim
performing?? hopes r gone.. iits a regret.. mayb iim not ur child..
mayb iim just nothing..dat guy..pls stop it..mom ii need care frm u..
spare me some..u dun understand me..neither do dat guy there..
iim heartless iim a freak ii sark dats wad u all noe..its ok..
i'll b myself..ii sark
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