duh. xiangxiang! think positive!! no negatives!!! . . .
arr.went for CIP in da morning 9-11..bored..cleaned the whole
science lab..so tiredd duhh..denn met grace for lunch denn went for
band.ummms..tiired duhh..plus iim shoo sad..cant play solo..
wtf m iie doing??mr lim ask me play den y cant u just blow it..
duh..haiiz...dunno lehhx..cant pitch fast cos iits fast..hanis said..
all same fingering..''if u tink its easy cum take over me den..''
nvm..afterall she's my senior :)) respect!haha..iits ok..
cos iim lack of confidence duh..TINK POSITIVE!!arrr...
denn mr lim was angry :( im sorry..haiiz..denn king n i..
dots..so boring..3rd was forever boring??ii dunno..
seldom played 3rd.. its da fact..no wonder all lyk
dun lyk 3rd..nvm!!ii can handle it.. yea..haha..
let hanis play da solo..hehe..rest for me..
den played starflight..ii was lyk trying my best to reach
the high notes.. can reach bud soft..den ahmad playing
2nd cornet iie tink.. he blast den was arrr......
covered my notes wif his "dunno wad notes"..
iim so angry..bud iits ok..he's trying...[[tink positive duh..haha]]
bud telling the truth..he was lyk playing nonsense..
:x ...sshhh nth.. nvm..forget it..lastly the sinfonia tingy..
IM HAPPY!! for wad reason??ii played dat small tiny little solo..
haha... it was quite blur..bud! yay!!haha...finally..duh ii
dun tink anyone noes...bud its ok..iim happy.. :) smiles..
only yin jie came..haiiz..wad happen to sec1s???!!!my dear..........
nvm..iim still wondering wad if dey join us for combine???..
cant imagine..nvm..tink positive..ii mus oways remind myself to
tink positive.. :) to get a better self..
went to techview..having wif my happy family..
ridzuan as my dear mother..farith my "dad" lolx...
mom cares more.. mom better!!dad shoo..he dun care bout me..haha..bud we r one
happy family.. ;) hehe.. so happy..thx guys!!idham too!!
of cos not forgetting u..plus my lovely frens..thx u all..
oh ya!!dat security guard called me..ii was lyk shocked!!!!
denn dey keep teasing me dat he lyk me..iim starting to get mad..
so scaryy!!! arrr..he afternoon came gave me money..for wad???
ii dunno..lyk duh..strange..asked for number..DUH!!!scaryy!!
dun tok about it..my hair gonna stand..iie still treat him
as my elderly. hehe..deneveryone walked wib me to the
other bus stop..so touched. thx!!
reached hme..online..duh sumone wrote me a testi..
ok..he says im ugly iim not afraid telling tis out..
cos iim tinking positive.. :)) hehe..denn ii was so sad..
mother ridzuan asked me wad happened.. iie told him..
he consoledddd me..aww..thx alot..denn even idham
talked to me..thx guys..u two really rawks!!..iim so touched..
my fren yet a fren beside me doesnt noe anyting..a fren far far away
noes..dat was lyk..everyone can b ur gud fren..is just dat whether
u wan dem to concern bout u anot..thx alot..iim so happy to have
u guys around me..thx for everytiing...

read his blog..ummms..went to last far far entries..its a memory..
yes it is..ii read n told my self not to cry..yes..its all my fault..
its me who started not miiting him up..its me who
hurt him the most..he gets hurt the most too..its all my fault.
ii dunno how to face him..ii cant even have the courage..
a simple sorry cant relieve his pain..ii can c dat its deep..
bud m ii worth for u?it is not worth..foget bout tis..enjoy ur life..
ur lyfe is long..dun keep urself in darkness..its useless..
it cant heal anyting..look far far..open ur mind..let sadness flow
away..let happiness flow into ur mind..den close it again..
alamak ii dunno wad m iie toking about..partly nonsense..
ii will nvr forgive myself..cos iits useless now..tc..

hoping dat section would bond more... :)
hoping dat ii n charles kor would b close lyk the past... :)
hoping to tink positive... :)
hoping to have more confidence..searching for one... :)
nth would change me..its only ii who decide whether shall iie change
anot.. :)) peace.

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