sickening bloody fucking lyfe.
wad the fuck u all wan me to do?
im really very tired very very tired can?
junior ytd say he wan quit..
den he say ii dun care.u noe how sad i feel?
ii feel damn hurt..
ii care so much bud none appreciate..
iif ii dun care..y do i bother to keep u bak..
tok to u weneva u say u wanna quit?.
y do i even bother to tok to u?
y do i bother to copy e major scales?
dat tym late oredii den no shop open..i copiied e scales..
iif ii dun care..u quit QUIT LA..
iif i dun care..i c u i diao u..u wan?
major scales..if i dun care den i dun write 4 u all lor..
not my problem ma..actually nobody ask me to write..
bud ii wanna give u alll..wann u all to learn dem..
later the seniors wanna test u..
nvm..ii dun tink u understand anyting..
u wanna say i dun care..its ok..i wun blame u..
bud welzin promised me not to quit anymore..
n dats gud...i hate to hear ppl hu wanna quit!.
today kinda happy la..
cycled wiif jiaen..haiiz..
so admire her..she got wad she wanted..
bud she doesnt have love..bud ii oso dun wan le..
we r too young to love sum one..
perhhaps..we dunno wadds true love iis about..
admire her so much..haiiz..hope ii can b as gud as her..
having nice skin..have many clothes...can play maple..
the game which i loved alot..bud i cant play..haiz..
even got a bike..so nice..dad even afford it wen she say she's poor..
200+ my dear..its not an ordinary sum of money..
if ii wanted a bike lyk dat..my dad wun buy it for me..
my most expensive bike..70+..not even a hundred..
sum more i use mye own red packet money buy de..
at least she..her red packet moneyy parents keep..
bud she got everyting she wanted..
MP4..haiiz..''ii have given up on everyting..ii can say everyting''
even love..i dun wan it anymore..its just to hurt sumone u love..
i loved him..bud ii dun have dat courage anymore.
haiiz..given up hopes n dreams..
can i b a better person?just a person in disguised..
trying to b a perfect n happy gurl...
trying to make frenns every corner..
bud sum even bakstabbed..
just an idiot to trust anyone..
ii've lost trust in anyone..even myself..
ii dun wanna tell anyone anyting..cos i dun wanna offend..
ii dun wanna hurt sum one else..
ii rather kiip it to myself..later another bakstabbed me..
so i say..ii hate my lyfe..borned to b an ugly freak..
not only i do say dat im ugly..EVEN MY FREN SAYS DAT..
bud not infront of me..EVEN BEHIND OF ME..
its ok..ii understand..cos ii noe dat iim ugly..not as pretty as u duh.
using the msn..denn jin hui toked to me..
he said..u n him how le?.u at leat mux zu dong..
u nvr msg him?u two in sch lyk stranger..
sigh''..denn y u now nvr play maple le?
ii said..my comp cant plae la.
he said..go safra la..
ii said..u tink i got moneii ar?im not as rich as u..
he said..iim oso not rich..
den haiiz..ii now saving moneyy..dun wanna waste any money..
ii wanna save..ii can even dun eat..i dun wanna ask my parents
to buy tis n dat le..i dun wan dem to waste so much money on me..
so ii have given up on everyting!.no more tinking of MP3!.
no more new hp..till nxt yr..no more tinking of buying Bball pants!.
no more buying of Bball!unless i save dem myself..
ii wanna care more 4 dem..earning money is hard..
ii can say..i may not b as rich as sumone out ther..
bud ii wanna cherish everyting ii can do..
thx bro..he paid the internet fees..
he gave me money to repair bike..
he paid mye hp bills..he can do it..ii oso can do it..
bud iits matter of tym..TY bro..
i have decided to leave him..
mayb he wld b sad..or mayb happy..
i dun wan him to live an unhappy life anymore..
ii wanna have freedom..and ven wanna give hiim freedom..
ii dun wanna tink of keeping him anymore..
there r many more prettier gals out there..
he's handsum..she he can find one even more suitable gal 4 him..
im sry..
bud have to let go..
u can say dat im selfish..bud ii dun mind..

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