♥ --Tuesday, May 30, 2006
PeterAsclepiusChoy IS MINE<3 muahahaha ! :D
lyfe doesnt feel lyk lyfe nowadays..iie dunno y..dunnch hab dat feeling aniimore..no more..cant get bak my $20..my efforts of saving..all gone..mye dream will nvr cum true..iie dunno can go rgt concert by the tym..haiiz..iie dun tiink ii can..no moneii..no concert..there's nth iie can do..no pocket money everyday..wad euu wan me to ddo?wher to get money?mom?she oso not enuff for herself..denn tmr hab to go rgt..niid breakfast..of cos niid lunch..wher to get the money to eat?rob da bank?.haiiz..maid treats me cold everyday..ii very sian liao can..dad oways side for her..mom cant do anitiing..wads the point wen iim here?home?there isnt a home for me..no hme..no hse..dey dun care..everyday giib me black face..if ii am not ur daughter..daddy..ur lyfe wld b better wen iim not on earth..cos ii wun waste ur money animore..go spend ur money on HER.wadd m iie tinking?ii dunno..ur tis daughter..gud for nth..everyday waste moneyy..ur daughter die better ar..y u have such a useless daughter??.dad even more worse..his money controlled by HER.she wher wan giib me money??cum on SHE jus a bloody maid..is lyk..ii dun understand my family..she is a useful iin tis family..yea..wad m iie?m iie not ur daughter?cant u just tink of me??..everyday iie cum hme..as iif iim not on earth..ask u question lyk iim toking to the wall..r u my dad?of cos u r..bud y??admire my fren..-got final fantasy disc.whiich iie wanted..:( no way..
-got so many clothes..[[iie saved bud used it for pocket money last
wk..now??no more dream of buying clothes anymore unless iie get bak my $20..]]:( no way..
-new hp..so gud brand..althou last tym mine better..bud now hers
better 100 tyms..iie wann one lousy one oso cannot..:( no way..-play instrument play till quite gud..me?:( no way..-parents althou scold her..bud wad she wan she have..me?:( no way..-parent bcos of her spent 100+ for a bike so gud de bike..me? just $70 dey scold me lyk hell.. :( no wayhaiiz..nvm..its fate..parents everyday scold n parents treat u lyk stranger..its all same meaning..lonely..plus my bro not here..ii cant live everyday lyk tis..no body tok to me..iie cant do iit...haiiz..den sec1?..today sectional wiif dem..haiiz..teck wee n welzin dunno their stuffs..cum on..haiiz..wadd can iie do?iim so useless..tok to dem dey bo chap..very pek check can..having patience..bud cant dey just ddo sumting?euu can say..later play so lousy den throw bnss face..u can say dat!!bud wad have u done?have u practise??..not practise..have u figure all the fingerings??..no way!!.sigh* iie can laugh wiif u..bud serious is serious...wen r u all goiing to b serious?dun ever say of quiting..nvm..dey r sec1..den dey dun wan focus..oso my fault..haiiz..wadd cann iie ddo?iim so useless..
lyfe beginning to sux more..
iif 1 day iie can..stay outside wiif rachel ..ton outside..
dun ever go hme..no worriies..
consulted welzin just now..iie say he can play gud music..he keep saying no n no n no..bud e ting is he can..he just dun believe..practise makes perfect n nth is impossible in tis wrld..if euu tink iits impossible den make it possible..stop saying u r lousy..u r not..every0ne in da section is important..u r not lousy..sigh*tok so much he still dun wanna listen..haiiz..wadd to ddo siia..iim so useless..even a junior oso cant consult him..haiiz....he dun lyk to perform..bud for the sec4s sake?..dunn wann??..haiiz..iie really dunno wadd to ddo..help me....
PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: